I've been trying to make some changes in my life.
Trying to find more happiness and forfillment in my life.
I've tried to reevaluate what it most important to me,
and bring my focus on those things, rather than wasting it on things that don't matter.
I was starting to feel a little better.
Until this afternoon.
I decided that I need to catch up with a friend at least once a week for my sanity.
I made plans with multiple people throughout the week and somehow they all fell through.
Today I had plans to catch up with my Dad.
I haven't seen him in months because he lives 5 hours away.
Lucky for me he was going to a rodeo only an hour away, so I planned to meet him.
So After Asher's hockey game we head over only to find out after we get there when I can't find my Dad, that they had car trouble and couldn't make it.
I'm sorry they had car trouble and I know they can't help it,
but I was pretty upset. Pretty defeated.
I wasted almost 3 hours of my time, and gas money, and had planned my day around this, only for another set of plans to fall through.
I feel like there must be something wrong with me.
I feel completely alone, and like I have no one.
Being a single mom is really isolating.
I am so lonely.
I have one friend who lives in the next town,
also a single mom.
I messaged her and told her I need some fun.
She's good at finding fun.
So here is hoping she can help show me the way
because right now I really really need it.
What am I doing wrong?
Why does it feel like I have no friends?
Am I really that bad or that boring of a person?
Seriously. I am so sick of having no one.
Hoping tonight will help me get out of this defeating funk.
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